My time in Chile is over, so is my time in America. But thankfully this will never mean my time with God is over. God is so good and opening so many more things for me in the future, that I can not wait to see and hear of all the miracles and wonders He will do in my live and through me.

The first day that I got home everything felt strange, it felt like I was out of my own skin, like I was in the wrong place. I couldn’t handle it. And once again God made me realise that all I can do in those moments is turn to Him. Sometimes it feels like there is no future, no plans, nothing to bring back joy into my life. But on those moments I keep realising that all I can do is jumping right back into Gods arms, to hide myself in His love, and ask Him for help.

Time on time I keep doing that, and time on time He keeps showing Himself and His unfailing love to me.

And please let me tell you, this will not always solve everything right away, sure God is amazing and mind-blowing, and sometimes He does cure all the pain and scared-ness at once. But most of the time it takes time. Time for you to trust Him, to let go, to fully rely on Him. And for Him to show you that your trust has never been for nothing.

God will bring back your joy in life, for me that could be by walking around my neighbourhood, seeing kids play, seeing the wind blow. Or even just staying in my room and finding those bible verses that keep touching my heart.

God works in many different ways for many different people. But He will always be faithful, as long as we keep choosing to turn to Him. As long as we try to jump and ask Him to catch us. He will give us the joy in live that we all need and long for.

He will give us love.